.

'I realized that I'm good without him, but I would be

better if I were with him. I really don't know. I just

know that I made things that weren't good, and I need to

fix (?) them. I love him, that's all, and I'm not saying

this to change any opinion (I think it would be the best

thing, but... --'), I'm saying because I need to talk to

someone who understands me, even if it's a page on the

internet ¬¬. I know that I really need him, but I think

that he doesn't needs me because, aah, I don't know why.

Some months and.. nothing. Nothing happens to change. I'm

tired, but I'm still waiting. Sometimes I think that I'm

wrong and that I should forget everything, but sometimes,

things that I know, and my heart, they give me hope, and

I really don't know what to do. I tried to come back, I

tried to make my love come back. But it was absolutelly

complicated and he didn't do anything to change. I really

love him, but if we don't do anything.. I tried.'